So we are 31 weeks :) i have been struggling a little mentally and emotionally on and off nowadays. today is a good day emotionally. i am really getting very weak and sick feeling physically. i can't wait for Delilah to be born so i can start feeling good again!
Delilah's room is going to start getting paint tomorrow! it is going to be so cute in there. hopefully i will get the digital camera i would like ordered this week so i can post some pictures of her room and my belly. i meant to order it when i hit 24 weeks, but things got out of hand about then and i never ordered it.
i had a doctor's appointment yesterday and things looked great. so much so that i am again left wondering why we had to go through the whole hospital ordeal at all the other week. the doc said as long as i don't have preterm labor that he thinks the stitch could make it to 37 weeks! i am gonna keep hoping for that. when i was hospitalized this last time and thought we were going to have her i heard someone in a room near ours deliver a baby and heard it crying really loud. i was so upset because i knew if Delilah were born at 29 weeks she wouldn't come out screaming nice and loud. i just really dreamed of delivering a full term, screaming baby that could stay with us and not go to the NICU. i was pretty sure we had lost that possibility, but now it seems possible again :)
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You are getting SOOO close! Hang in there...believe me...it will all be worth it!
Auntie D.
Keep faith! She may be a premie, but even at 31 weeks she could still come out and be fine. Just take it easy and try not to worry. I know that is easier said than done, but it is worth it in the end.
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